What a day..heh..

haha, today was pretty okay..must really thank bevvy(: she kept me loads of company today O.o well, school was soso..the dance and singing all quite good..but of all songs hav to choose the climb??lol..but wad i was waiting for was wad i was goin to do later that day. went to west mall kfc and on the way saw so many assumptionites..and some old schoolmates.
but anyway, waited for bevvy at kfc, had zinger O.o then we went to play arcade.. haha. cos school gate may not hav opened yet. im referring to the primary school(: so we played till 1 plus and boy did time fly. hahaha.
but goin back to pei hwa was AWESOME!!! missed all my friends so much.. so glad could see them..yes im reffering to yu jing, xavier, tanjun etc. first thing i did was hug yujing and swang him around like mad..haha. was wondering why he still wearing our primary school PE t-shirt O.o
well, overall had a great time..cos still went to tohyi court to play. got some really good ppl playing lorhh..and i didn't play well either..cos i wasn't really in the mood..and also quite tired..hmm..i'll post some time again(: see ya around. bye~

Let Go...

hey guys..im back..im really sorry i haven posted for such a long timeTThaven really been in the mood to. forgive me..i've been thinking more and more about my dream everyday..how im goin to achieve it..but all i need is determination..and i need to be strong mentally. but the main point is..i WANT is to be a legend..i want to be known in this school im in..
i wish my puberty comes and ends quickly..i really wanna train with ankle weights now!!but i cant..well, the game i had against jurong west sec really got me goin more..they were strong..no kiddin..but we won(: so did the girls..but not the b division boys): your must jiayou!! hang in there..dai long and i will be coming to help next year already(: hehehe..
today was kinda fun..went to church with my aunts and cuzs(: and its real fun..at first, when i reached the church, i thought..i can never feel God's presence here..but turns out, i did..and i was overwhelmed with sadness..i teared alil..but guess its okay..i wanna be with God more often..
and the good thing abt tmr is its teachers' days!! and only hav half day of school O.o and im goin back to pei hwa after that(: oh..and ytd was my cuz's birthday!!(louis) HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: and also played 2v2 basketball with my other two cuz. both girls. and my teamate was my also my cuz.. haha but we're both patially diabled.O.o his knee was injured and my back was injured too TT so obviously the girls won..haha but i'll beat them one day(: i promise..anyway..also nothin much to type abt already..i'll stop here. dun wanna bore you ppl to sleep. i'll post soon again(: so do come back. See ya!

At least i still have you...

hello..im posting again..haha.. well, today was kinda tough to get through though..somehow, somethin kept pulling me through this entire day..and had emo class too..haha, teacher talked to me cos i was kinda emo throughout the class..so he thought somethin was wrong..
truth is..somethin really was..but its personal..so i didn't want to share with him..he told me i can always look him up if i ever needed help..but i just need to be alone right now..
and boy, training was insane today..boys coach didn't come, so the girls' coach taught us all together..this training really taught me things..like you really hav to be mentally and physically prepared all the times too..but the whole team endured through it..which was good..
so tired right now..and i realised one thing in chinese class today..haha, i always think of things during chinese lesson cos i wont do anythin so might as well not waste it away..well, i always get so broken up when i just went through a break up..but its okay(: i always hav basketball as my girlfriend too.made a promise to myself today after thinking it through.. promised jeremy and catherine already(: I WILL AND MUST DUNK BY SEC3/4!!!haha. a promise is a promise! i wont break it..i just cant wait for that particular day to come..i mean..me? hanging on the ring during an actual competition?
but i..hereby promise that to all the readers visiting my blog..that day WILL come! i believe..well, gotta go now! bye~

I'm never coming back..

sigh..haven really been myself lately..just dunno why i seem to hate myself more and more as each day come and goes.. Well, life haven really been okay for me.. not at all. I just wish my life would suddenly just end.. i dun care how it will, bt i hope it comes soon..
At least played with my cousin bball today..sian, lost to her by just one point, but its okay. It brought my inner self out. It was about time it showed itself again after so long. i'm really startin to suck at bball suddenly..dunnno why.
oh, and i had games carnival today, played captain's ball, pretty challenging tough, toughest fight was against 1/4 haha. but still we got past them. Just exactly how it reflects on life everyday..new obstacles always come, but we'll still hav to think up a solution to get through it. but point is that there's alot of stress now.
Everyone seem more and more tense day by day.
sigh..i'm just so confused right now..hate myself.. See you ppl around then..bye~

I'm done with my life..

Today sucked...the whole day was a waste of time...but at least learnt a thing or two in trainin today... But thing is i got lectured by my parents ytd..which really pissed me off..and broke my heart too..i just feel so sad right now..i hope my life would just suddenly take a big turn around...i never thought i would meet all these things in life..but still...my life sucks alot already anyway..i just wish..that there would be someone who really knows me inside out..i hate this feeling..
But finally..at least my shooting improved by a lil...but still..i suck. anyway...im gonna stop typing..so tired..see ya.

God Is Awesome!

Today was awesome! Went to church with Cassandra and Prince today. Concert was amazing..was held at the indoor stadium...but thing is that today so so tired..cos the whole night never sleep...hahaha. But good thing at the concert was that i could feel such a great amount of God's presence and it really was touching...
Such a great 20th anniversary!! Just wish everythin could happen again..sorry, gotta go now. Cant type much, got headache.. See ya!