Flashbacks.

Heh, it's been awhile hasn't it. I honestly don't know what to think of my life at the moment. It's sad and pathetic, how I constantly keep looking back at my life while I was in secondary school. What's worse is that it's you that I'm thinking about. This is one of those things that I really really wish I could go back in time and change. 

I can't even remember the last time we saw each other. And all I do now, is wonder how much different things could or would be if i did things differently. I hate the fact that I was so afraid of jeopardising our friendship. I mean, how different would the outcome have been if i failed? As compared to now. Failing back then would be better. At the very least I know that I've tried. But no, all along, I've stood by the sidelines. Watching and waiting. Hoping that someday I would get my chance. How naive and stupid of me.

At this point of time, there's nothing else I can do anymore. Other than to continue waiting hopelessly. I hope I'm not making the wrong choice doing this. And I really hope you mean what you told me. That you're still here. Please let this wait be as short and as painless as possible. 

There's not much more that I should say I guess. Just hope that all is well for you. As long as you're happy right? That's all I can ask for.

난 기다릴게. 너무너무 보고싶어. 그리고 난 너를 너무 좋아해 E씨.