Losing myself... And everythin else...

Sigh...haven really been myself lately... Sorry for not bloggin for so long le... Suddenly it seems to me the world's going crazy..
So many people startin to get stressed out as the days go by...and im startin to feel that way too. Most of your would hav known im like single now..been missin her real lot... School work startin to pile up.. Not doin so good either.
Suddenly it seems to me that im losing touch with basketball..startin to suck alot...sigh...and now, cos of mon training, i got aches all over my body... move around also so pain.. Wads worse is that i get the feelin somehow my life's just gonna start goin downhill...
Been prayin lately too...for everyone, friends, family, teachers' , parents etc. I just really hope i can turn back time..change every mistake that had happened.. which made everyone how they are now..but things happen for a reason...anyways, gotta go now. Post another time. Bye!